Chapter 7#
[OP] Just Registered A Random Account Posting Time: 2017-01-23 22:10:15
I removed his hand that was pinching my face, turned to look at him, my voice very calm: “Pei Hao, let’s break up.”
I don’t know if he saw my determined gaze in the dark room.
Pei Hao obviously choked for a moment, asking with a puzzled expression: “Why?”
Still don’t know why. I smiled bitterly in my heart. Pei Hao, is your acting superb or do you have no IQ? At this point, you can still pretend to be innocent and ask me why?
“No reason,” my tone was indifferent, “If it’s not suitable, then break up.”
“What’s wrong with you?” Pei Hao propped himself up to look at me, looking confused. He thought for a while, then suddenly slapped his leg as if realizing something, and asked: “Is it because I jumped into the sea to save Fu Yan first that day? Is that why you haven’t talked to me much these past few days?”
I didn’t answer him. Isn’t this obvious?
The person who was whispering sweet nothings to me the night before became someone else’s hero the next day. That someone else was the “white moonlight” he had been thinking about for five years. In five years, I finally understood a truth: words can be beautiful, tactful, and sweeter than honey, but actions are the sharp blades that penetrate these sugar-coated shells, directly peeling open the feelings buried deepest in everyone’s heart and exposing them bloodily to the air.
“Xiaoxi, that day I thought you left on the front jet ski. I didn’t know the person who collided with him was you,” Pei Hao explained while grabbing one of my hands and holding it in his, interlacing his fingers with mine. “Under the water, Fu Yan told me the person who collided with him was you, and I immediately turned to look for you. I swear, I really, really didn’t know it was you!”
Well, anyway, it has already happened. You can’t say to my face that you just watched the two of you fall down together and then couldn’t help but save him first.
After all, although I am food handed out in contempt, tasteless to eat, it is a pity to discard.
Taking ten thousand steps back, suppose you really didn’t know I fell into the water that day, what does that prove? It proves that when Fu Yan and I were in front of you at the same time, you paid attention to him, cared about him, and your eyes followed him? Look, we got on the jet skis almost at the same time. You said yourself you knew where Fu Yan was and what happened, but you didn’t even know which jet ski I was on.
You can scream Fu Yan’s name hoarsely, you can jump into the sea to save people regardless of your own safety, and you can admit in front of me that you like Fu Yan, but you cannot attempt to deceive me and say you care about me after all this has happened.
I frowned and didn’t make a sound, too lazy to argue with him.
Seeing me silent, Pei Hao leaned down and kissed me gently on the forehead, whispering in my ear: “Xiaoxi, it was my fault for not noticing you were in the sea. I admit my mistake. Don’t make a fuss, okay?”
I pushed him away and shook my head: “I’m not making a fuss. I’m serious.”
This time I didn’t cry or make a scene. Rational, calm, restrained. We are all adults. I hope we can have a mature conversation at the end, break up peacefully, and part on good terms.
I don’t know if my calm attitude stimulated Pei Hao. He held my hands harder, so tight that my bones hurt. Pei Hao looked down at me from above. His black pupils were bottomless, showing no emotion. After a few minutes, he slowly spat out a few words: “I don’t agree.”
I was a bit tired. I really didn’t think our breakup would have much impact on Pei Hao. He didn’t need to act as if he really liked me. It’s not like he’s acting to compete for the Best Actor award.
We looked at each other. The gaze in the dark night was inexplicably suffocating. Everyone had anger in their hearts, and no one wanted to yield to the other on this matter.
After a long time, I sighed and said: “I wasn’t asking for your agreement…………”
Before I could finish speaking, Pei Hao’s kiss crushed down like a storm. I turned my head away, and he chased after me. My hands were pinned down by him and couldn’t move, so I had to grit my teeth. He pinched my waist hard. I couldn’t help but groan. He took the opportunity to slip his tongue in. I bit his tongue hard. He felt pain. A few seconds later, I tasted the bloody smell in my mouth. His tongue was bitten by me until it bled.
Pei Hao withdrew from my mouth, licked his upper lip with his tongue, hooked the corner of his mouth, and a few seconds later, he kissed down again.
Even when my body was intact, I was no match for him physically, let alone with a lame leg. That kiss lasted too long. No matter how I struggled, Pei Hao showed no sign of letting go. He probably thought that by blocking my mouth, he could block those words of breaking up.
Childish.
Later I fell asleep dizzily. I vaguely remember Pei Hao hugging me, his chin resting on my head, murmuring while playing with my hair: Xiaoxi, don’t make a fuss when you wake up tomorrow.
That night, Pei Hao didn’t agree to break up in the end, but it was the same to me. The moment I said it, or the moment he jumped into the sea and ran towards Fu Yan, we had already broken up.
[1st Floor] Rui Xiao Zhi: Starting to abuse the scumbag top. Don’t pull me, everyone, I’m going to set off firecrackers (Yeah.jpg).
[2nd Floor] Ken_Chuang: If I were the scumbag top, I would also say I didn’t know Xiaoxi fell into the water. Xiaoxi, let me tell you, men’s lies come one after another. They will deny it to death until the last moment when the truth is revealed. You absolutely must not believe scumbag A’s words. Break up, break up, break up quickly!
[3rd Floor] Blue Sky Kindergarten: Agree with the person above. I don’t believe scumbag A really didn’t see Xiaoxi fall into the sea. All reasons, all excuses.
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[9th Floor] You Are Little Melon Skin: Ah, Xiaoxi actually gave scumbag A a name. I’m not happy €€€€€€€€.
[10th Floor] I Am Not Fat At All: What does Pei Hao mean? The free nanny at home for many years is leaving, and finally a bit reluctant?
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[16th Floor] Take Me To fei: Well, am I the only one who thinks Pei Hao might really not have known Xiaoxi fell into the sea (Rubbing hands.jpg).
[17th Floor] TLB_**e: Person above, you are right, only you alone.
[18th Floor] Take Me To fei: Everything we read now is from Xiaoxi’s first-person perspective. Would the story be different if seen from Pei Hao’s perspective? Moreover, in this chapter, Xiaoxi describes Pei Hao’s reaction, feeling that he really cares a bit about Xiaoxi.
[19th Floor] Glimmering Ben: Scumbag top cares my ass. He’s just afraid that if Xiaoxi leaves, no one will treat him well, no one will be the spare tire for his “white moonlight”, hehe.
[20th Floor] A Dirty Girl: Is the person above called Take Me To fei scumbag A’s alt account?
[OP] Just Registered A Random Account Posting Time: 2017-01-23 22:50:30
Don’t argue, everyone. Isn’t it good to read the post happily (⊙⊙!)
It’s going to be New Year in a few days. Are you all on holiday? How are you planning to spend the New Year?
[1st Floor] Late Stage Procrastination: Student says already on holiday (Happy.jpg).
[2nd Floor] Nine Turns One Return: We still have to work overtime in the hospital on New Year’s Eve €€_€€.
[3rd Floor] AndyKK: Person above is an angel in white. Who is Xiaoxi planning to spend the New Year with this year?
[4th Floor] Wu Xiao Yu: Really want to pull Xiaoxi to my house for New Year!