Chapter 18#

[OP] Just Registered A Random Account Posting Time: 2017-02-26 20:12:09

When I was in City Y, Pei Hao’s pestering every day made my attitude towards him worse and worse. So after returning to City X, he didn’t follow me every day like before in City Y, but came to my workplace or my door every few days. Every time he brought me some food, or some gifts he bought casually. If I didn’t accept them, he would leave them at my door. I took many food items to feed stray cats and dogs the next day. As for some expensive gifts, I couldn’t accept them nor leave them there. They piled up at the door for a few days, surprisingly no one took them away. I had to put them back in the house, preparing to return them all to him when he figured it out one day.

Later, Jin Yu asked me out a few times for meals and watching team games. He said most people around him were acquaintances from business, hanging out with them was called socializing, and hanging out with someone like me who had no desires or demands from him was called leisure. I am a homebody, but occasionally going out to play with friends feels quite good.

During the meeting on Friday, the manager said the company wanted to select some technical staff to go overseas for training for a year at the beginning of next year. Upon return, they must sign a three-year contract with the company. Employees ranked in the top three in the comprehensive competition of each branch can go for exchange. The competition starts in two months.

Those old employees with families and children rarely signed up for this competition, but for us new employees who just entered the workplace, it is a very good opportunity. Because the school we are going to for training is School C, which is internationally famous for programming. Many founders of software companies graduated from School C. Going for a year will not only increase knowledge a lot but also provide opportunities to contact a wider network.

I looked at the registration list and calculated. There are three quotas for the City X branch. I felt it was possible to fight for it. Moreover, I am an idle person, just right for reading books to cure insomnia.

Also, after I transferred to Group 3, Old Wang spread rumors that I was transferred because my skills were not up to par and I couldn’t do the work of their group. To be reasonable, I was unconvinced. If my ability was really not enough, you would be right to say so, but you didn’t even let me touch the project at all. Isn’t it too excessive to say so? I don’t necessarily have to go for training, I just want to prove myself. How am I inferior to people in your Group 1?

So during that time I worked very hard. I didn’t chase dramas when I got home. Except for occasionally going out for appointments, I read books and wrote code at home every day. Jin Yu was shocked by my energy. He complained that every time he looked for me I was reading, and he couldn’t ask me out. People who didn’t know would think I was about to take the college entrance examination.

I roughly scanned the chat history with Jin Yu and found that unknowingly, I had refused his invitations three times in a row. It was a bit not good, so I closed the book and replied to him: Not reading books on the weekend. Say, where do you want to go.

So that weekend Jin Yu and I went to the movies. I thought Jin Yu would choose European and American big productions like Marvel, but he chose a literary French romance film. Actually, it’s not strange for two guys to watch a movie, but watching a literary romance movie together is…

Near the end, the heroine on the screen was wearing a gorgeous black long dress, standing at a corner of a long street in Paris, waiting for someone in the twilight with people coming and going. The hero dragged his tired body, arriving late. His originally well-fitting suit was slightly messy, and there were spots of blood from fighting on his hair, face, and clothes. The heroine ran towards the hero with big strides. Music played, and the two hugged each other tightly.

I stared at the movie screen, suddenly feeling my hand being held. Looking down, I found Jin Yu’s hand tightly pressed against mine. His hand was still rubbing, every finger trying to pass through the gaps between my fingers, holding into an interlaced shape. I looked up at him in surprise and found the turbulent emotions in his eyes. At that moment, those previous diligent invitations, ambiguous words, and inadvertent details finally connected into a line. I understood all his previous behaviors in an instant.

The deeply affectionate and lingering music in the movie pushed to the climax. The hero and heroine were kissing passionately. Jin Yu looked at me, one hand pressed on the back of my head, leaned forward, and kissed me gently on the lips. I opened my eyes wide. Before I could react to everything happening, he kissed down deeper. I closed my eyes, a voice in my heart exclaiming:

So he didn’t treat me as a friend!

I don’t know how long we kissed, long enough for the movie music to end. I pulled back the hand held by Jin Yu, pushed him away. My mind was a mess. Was I too careless, or did Jin Yu hide it too well? I actually didn’t discover his thoughts for so long.

This was my first time kissing someone other than Pei Hao. The feeling was very different. The first time I kissed Pei Hao, I was nervous, my heart beat fast, like a deer bumping around. Just a casual kiss made my face red like burning clouds. Even later when we were like an old married couple, every time we kissed, I felt like a kitten scratching gently in my heart, ticklish. But when kissing Jin Yu, apart from my mind being full of surprise, I had no other feelings.

I don’t know if it’s because I don’t have any special feelings for Jin Yu, or because I only have special feelings for Pei Hao. It’s a bit sad to say, when kissing others, I was still thinking of Pei Hao.

On the way back, we didn’t mention the kiss just now. Jin Yu drove, and I sat in the passenger seat listening to the music in the car. Neither of us spoke much. Jin Yu’s phone kept ringing. He didn’t answer, and later simply turned it off. I could feel his mood was a bit irritable. I didn’t know if it was because of the person on the phone or my somewhat resistant attitude.

Jin Yu parked the car at my door. I unfastened the seat belt and got off, said goodnight to him, and prepared to go upstairs.

“Xiaoxi.” Jin Yu also opened the door and got off, walked up to me, looked at me and said, “To be honest, I had feelings for you the first time I saw you. Consider me.”

My thoughts were complicated, not knowing how to reply.

“No need to give an answer now, go back and think slowly.” Jin Yu raised his hand and gently fiddled with the hair on my forehead, then lowered his head and planted a kiss on my forehead, whispering, “Good night.”

“Good night.” I turned my head away somewhat uncomfortably and said: “You go back quickly.”

Watching Jin Yu get in the car, I waved to him, turned and walked towards home.

When walking to the stairwell, a tall figure walked out from under the dim corridor light. The person exuded low pressure all over, his face clouded. I looked up and focused, it was Pei Hao.

Pei Hao seemed to have accumulated anger in his chest, and said in a deep voice: “Who was that just now?”

I frowned: “What does it have to do with you?”

“Did he kiss you just now?” Pei Hao narrowed his eyes at me, a trace of ruthlessness flashing in his eyes.

I thought I might as well go along with his thoughts, let Pei Hao completely give up, so I said: “Yes, he is my boyfriend.”

Pei Hao’s eyes trembled. He walked over and tightly shackled my shoulders, his face very ugly: “You f***ing say it again!”

My shoulders hurt from Pei Hao’s hands pinching. I gritted my teeth and said: “What does it matter to you that I have a boyfriend?”

Uncontrollable anger churned in Pei Hao’s eyes, his face turned pale. Holding my head, he forcibly kissed down all at once. The scorching tongue tip slid across my lips, drilled into the gaps between my teeth, rough as if invading territory, with no tenderness or skill to speak of.

“Mmph…” I was kissed breathless. I pushed him away with both hands. His mouth just left me for half a second, then immediately pasted up again to bite my lower lip, sucking hard.

“Where did he kiss you? Did he kiss here?” Pei Hao pushed me to the wall, circled me in his arms, bound my hands that kept resisting, and began to kiss the skin on my face inch by inch, from forehead to cheek then to chin, from gentle rubbing to deep biting and grinding. The more I struggled, the more force he used.

I saw such Pei Hao for the first time, angry, out of control, like a lit explosive, likely to explode anytime and anywhere.

So is the fact that I have a boyfriend so important to him? Does he really like me as he said? Or does he still think I am his possession until now? No one can invade Young Master Pei’s things, even waste discarded aside.

No matter which possibility, it cannot change my attitude towards Pei Hao. If he really likes me today, then I can only say regret and sorry. I don’t have the heart to trust him unscrupulously again. There is always a knot in my heart. No matter what, this relationship is a dead end.

Pei Hao buried his head to kiss my neck, one hand stroking my back emotionally. I felt his increasingly devoted kiss. With this rhythm, does he want to have sex at the stairwell?

“Are you crazy?” I was anxious and raised my free hand to slap his face.

Pei Hao was stunned by my slap, then as if realizing the location was wrong, without saying a word, he picked me up horizontally, wanting to carry me to my door in one breath. During the process, I struggled down once, my leg hit the stairwell, very painful. Pei Hao picked me up again and continued to climb the stairs of my house.

Our house was moved into more than ten years ago, a very old building, only six floors at most, no elevator, only two households on each floor. Subconsciously I didn’t want to scream and be heard by others. Neighbors for more than ten years, if discovered, I wouldn’t know how to explain.

So Pei Hao carried me to the door of my house without hindrance. He took out my key to open the door, pulled me directly into the bedroom, panting heavily, pushed me onto the bed impatiently, took off his jacket, pressed on me, sealed my lips. His palms were very hot, wandering on the sensitive places of my upper body. Despite my punching and kicking, he had no intention of giving in.

Pei Hao grabbed my belt buckle and undid it quickly. I realized what he was going to do next, and quickly arched my legs to prevent him from succeeding. Pei Hao grabbed my legs and pulled forward. I struggled desperately to break free. He pressed up again and pulled my pants down heavily.

Such irritable and unreasonable Pei Hao made me afraid, completely losing his usual calmness and demeanor, like an enraged beast, likely to swallow me anytime.

Seeing my pants about to be pulled down, I was powerless to resist, a sour feeling surged up. I pulled my pants back with both hands forcefully, kicked Pei Hao hard a few times, but my shoulders were trembling, and a string of tears fell silently from my face. I hate Pei Hao, hate his indifference before, hate his arrogance now; I hate myself, hate my humbleness before, hate my cowardice at this moment; I hate this world I love, because in this world, some people are born with gold and silk, possessing supreme power, while others are destined to be weak and often powerless.

Pei Hao saw my tears, froze, and stopped the movement in his hands. He wiped his face hard, regret appearing on his face, murmuring: “Sorry, Xiaoxi.”

I calmed down my twitching body, slowly pulled up my pants, looking at Pei Hao with eyes full of defense and hostility.

“Don’t cry.” Pei Hao bent down, eyes full of pity, cupped my cheeks with both hands, fingers gently wiping away the tears falling on them.

I took a deep breath, raised my right hand towards Pei Hao’s face, slapped him heavily, trembling painfully in a low voice: “Get out!”

“Sorry, sorry…” Pei Hao took the slap I gave, hugged me in his arms, stroked my back gently with both hands to help me breathe, saying hoarsely: “I was wrong, don’t cry, don’t cry.”

“I don’t want to see you, get out for me.” Holding a breath in my chest, I pushed Pei Hao away forcefully.

“I won’t go.” Pei Hao looked at me helplessly, with sad emotions: “If I go now, you really won’t talk to me in the future, right?”

“From the day we broke up, we were finished.” I looked at him coldly, “When did you become such a clingy person who can’t let go? Go, don’t make me think of you with all hate in the future.”

“I won’t go.” Pei Hao lowered his head, daring not look at me, whispering, “I’ll go outside, you put on your clothes.”

Pei Hao walked out. I slowly put on my clothes, sitting on the bed in a daze. Many things happened that day. After being kissed inexplicably twice, my mind was messy. Jin Yu’s sudden confession caught me off guard. I was completely unprepared to start over with another person. And Pei Hao that day made me even more afraid. I didn’t understand what his intense reaction represented. I only clearly realized a fact at that time: Pei Hao won’t let go easily.

[1st Floor] Sword of the Yellow River Comes From the Sky: Well done Jin Yu, piss him off (Smile.jpg).

[2nd Floor] kill-lajdkh: I believe Pei Hao really likes Xiaoxi…

[3rd Floor] €€ Gu sign: Exploded as soon as I saw my Xiaoxi has a partner. Then why didn’t Scumbag Pei think about how he loved another person in his heart for five years before? Should my Xiaoxi explode or not?

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[17th Floor] €€€€ One Knife: Jin Yu… Sure enough…

[18th Floor] Muddy Farm Girl: Ahhh Jin Yu kissed, kissed yeah (Heart.jpg).

[19th Floor] A Big Painter: Wow, Jin Yu’s confession came so suddenly, completely didn’t expect it so fast! Xiaoxi marry him!