Chapter 14#

[OP] Just Registered A Random Account Posting Time: 2017-02-15 13:34:27

I really feel my IQ is a black hole. I exposed Pei Hao as a game streamer myself, and was recognized by a colleague…

If I were in a palace drama, optimistically I could survive for 10 minutes…

Can I still continue to update? (€€€€€€€€€€)

[1st Floor] Monk Dharma Name Hua Jia: Don’t be nervous. Although you revealed some information, we don’t know your colleague, nor do we know which game streamer Pei Hao is, right?

[2nd Floor] €€€€ One Knife: Update, update! Xiaoxi, if you dare to abandon the post, I will do a human flesh search on you (just kidding)!! Must continue to update!!!

[3rd Floor] A Dirty Girl: It’s okay, we just like the silly and cute Xiaoxi (€€€€€€ε€€€€€€).

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[7th Floor] Hui Se Jiu: Well, since Xiaoxi has said it, hello everyone, I am Xiaoxi’s colleague.

[8th Floor] €€ Tang Na €€€€: Wow wow wow, Xiaoxi’s colleague appeared.

[Xth Floor] Hui Se Jiu Posting Time: 2017-02-15 19:09:11

With Xiaoxi’s consent, I’m here to answer a few questions everyone has been asking me.

1. Do you know Pei Hao?

Know him, I guess, but not familiar. Because sometimes Pei Hao would pick up and drop off Xiaoxi from work. Other straight guys in our company probably didn’t notice, but as a fujoshi with gaydar, I suspected it long ago (actually fantasized about it long ago).

2. What does Pei Hao look like?

From a normal person’s perspective, he is quite handsome.

3. How is Pei Hao’s attitude towards Xiaoxi?

Every time I watched Xiaoxi get into his car from far away. Maybe if I had clairvoyance I could tell.

4. How is Xiaoxi?

My feeling after reading this post is that Xiaoxi is not very confident about his appearance. Maybe people in love are prone to inferiority complex. But I want to tell you, actually not! Xiaoxi is also handsome! I don’t feel there is much difference in appearance between him and Pei Hao. Xiaoxi is very cute, like a younger brother, popular, and very responsible for work. I remember very clearly, once, an intern was scolded by our manager. Xiaoxi taught her until 9 pm that day. Because I happened to work overtime, I knew. Generally, we don’t care much about interns. Xiaoxi is really responsible. So when he said he wanted to return to City X, the company would find a way to transfer him back. If it were some other people, the company would probably let them resign directly.

Probably just these questions. Also, everyone don’t worry, I won’t show this post to other colleagues. I still understand this basic moral of being a person. Moreover, the company is full of straight guys, they wouldn’t understand even if they saw it. My relationship with Xiaoxi is considered good in the company. When he quarreled with Pei Hao, he even dragged me to drink (Smile.jpg).

[1st Floor] “€€ Nian”: So this colleague is not the pig teammate who sent Xiaoxi to the hospital and then called the scumbag, right?

[2nd Floor] [Xth Floor] Hui Se Jiu: No.

[3rd Floor] Julie-rise: OP, have you watched Scumbag Pei’s game stream?

[4th Floor] [Xth Floor] Hui Se Jiu: No, don’t like playing games. Want to hit my boyfriend when I see him playing games (Smile.jpg).

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[OP] Just Registered A Random Account Posting Time: 2017-02-16 14:21:46

Okay, this colleague is a young lady from our company, very beautiful, but she has a boyfriend.

Let me continue to update…

In the following days, Pei Hao still sent breakfast and afternoon tea to our company every day, and waited for me downstairs in his car as soon as work ended.

At that time, the most exaggerated rumor in our company was that I was kept by a rich woman (Sweating profusely.jpg). That rich woman’s eyesight might not be very good…

I couldn’t refuse the takeout he sent. Mainly because I felt the delivery guy had it tough, and I didn’t want to waste food, so I tacitly let everyone share it. I slipped away from the back door for the first few days, later Pei Hao waited for me directly in our company lobby.

I didn’t want to have too much interaction with him, pretending not to see him every time. Of course, this was useless, because Pei Hao would definitely come over to greet me, actively help me walk out, as if he knew me very well.

If I didn’t get in his car, he would call a taxi for me, and then drive behind to follow. If I went to the supermarket, he also went to the supermarket. If I ate outside, he sat opposite me to eat. If I bought groceries to cook at home, he also followed me. If I didn’t let him in, he guarded at the door, and then went home silently after 10 pm. Until now, I don’t know if my neighbors were scared by this strange man at that time.

It was really the first time I discovered Pei Hao was so thick-skinned. Persuading him was useless, scolding him was useless, losing temper was useless, ignoring him was also useless. I was almost out of ways to deal with him. I used to think he felt losing face being dumped by me, but looking at these things he did, which one was about saving face?

But to say he really likes me, I really don’t believe it. It seems he is determined to fight me to the end. It doesn’t matter, I’m going back to City X in a few days. I don’t believe he will give up his job and the city where Fu Yan is to chase back for me.

On Friday night, our group was going to hold a farewell party for me. Actually, it was just everyone eating together and then going to karaoke. Afraid of meeting Pei Hao again after work, I packed up all my things in the unit half an hour early and sent them home first.

Just one small box contained everything. The desk was cleared. If it weren’t for Pei Hao, I wouldn’t have come to this place at all. But on this point, I still thank Pei Hao. After all, I met some very good colleagues this year and designed a product I like with everyone, very fulfilling.

Life is often like this. It’s not necessarily the best to follow the established path. The winding small roads always have some different scenery and different stories. In the future, they may all become my inspiration for creation and motivation for life.

At night, I sang and drank with everyone in KTV until past 12 o’clock. Later I got drunk and my mind was not very clear. Finally, it seems I was sent home by a colleague who wasn’t drunk. When I got home, I saw Pei Hao squatting at my door, and then vaguely remembered that I seemed to have cried and made a scene, but the memory was too blurred to recall completely.

When I woke up the next day, I was lying in Pei Hao’s arms, just like every ordinary morning in the more than a year after graduation. I was dazed for a moment, thinking I was dreaming. Since breaking up, it wasn’t the first time I dreamed of him. Pei Hao opened his eyes and looked at me carefully, one arm around me, the other hand sliding on the bridge of my nose. My heart was startled, damn, this is not a dream!

My reaction was a bit intense. I pushed him away with both hands and kicked his leg with one foot, making him gasp in pain.

Pei Hao had self-knowledge, didn’t try to hug me or anything again, got out of bed directly, and said softly: “Good morning.”

I found Pei Hao was wearing my pajamas. Thinking about what he did when I was drunk last night, I was so angry that I was a bit incoherent: “You get out!”

“Okay okay okay, I’ll go make breakfast for you.” Pei Hao nodded along and walked out.

Pei Hao walked out. I moved my body and didn’t find anything unusual. So he should have just slept holding me. Only then did my anger subside a bit.

I found Pei Hao’s ability to withstand scolding is getting stronger and stronger. No matter how I shout at him, he can do it without blushing or heart beating fast. Instead, it’s me, as soon as I see Pei Hao, I can’t control my emotions. It was like this when we were together, and still like this after breaking up. My heart sank, feeling like a puppet pulled by his strings. However, the most terrible thing is that I can’t find a breakthrough. I tried my best to escape, but as long as he pulls a string casually, I wander back into this dead loop of love and trust, never able to get rid of him.

I walked to the kitchen door. Pei Hao was turning on the fire cooking something unknown.

“Do you want egg pancake?” Pei Hao looked at me and asked: “Or want to eat sandwich?”

I looked depressed and whispered: “You go.”

Pei Hao looked at me pretending to be innocent: “Yesterday you vomited all over my clothes, all washed.”

I looked at him expressionlessly: “Wear my clothes and go.”

Pei Hao pretended to be embarrassed again: “Too small, don’t fit.”

I frowned tightly, looking at him tiredly: “What do you want to let me go?”

“Xiaoxi…”

I felt mentally and physically exhausted, looking at him with pleading eyes: “I beg you, let me go, okay?”

Pei Hao choked for a moment, finally couldn’t pretend anymore. He narrowed his eyes, staring at me tightly. I didn’t give in either. The surrounding air became quiet, leaving only the sizzling oil and eggs in the pan.

After a long while, Pei Hao showed a bitter smile and admitted defeat. He walked out of the kitchen with a downcast look, holding his phone, and put on his shoes at the entrance.

Pei Hao was ready to leave wearing pajamas, and said to me: “I’ll return the pajamas to you in a few days.”

I shook my head, not planning to want them anymore, and said: “Throw them away.”

The moment he went out, he seemed to think of something again, turned around and grabbed my arm, a sharp light burst out of his eyes, and said in a deep voice: “I can do anything you want me to do, but I can’t let go.”

Pei Hao closed the door. A smell of burning came from the kitchen. I hurried in to turn off the fire. I suddenly discovered that managing a relationship well is the same principle as cooking a good dish. Fresh ingredients, suitable seasonings, just the right heat, none can be missing. Once the timing is missed, a good dish cannot be made. A burnt egg, no matter how you fry it, cannot turn back.

On Saturday morning, I casually packed my luggage at home. Still two boxes, packed very quickly. Pei Hao’s clothes were still in the washing machine at home. I thought about it, spun them dry, and called a courier to send them back. In the afternoon, my sister and brother-in-law drove to pick me up. I was very glad that Pei Hao didn’t come to bother me that day, otherwise dragging back and forth would affect the mood.

The sun was very good on Saturday. When leaving City Y, there were not too many regrets in my heart. Looking back at this year and more, I have a clear conscience. At that time, I didn’t believe Pei Hao would follow me to City X to find me, because I felt I didn’t have this weight in his heart. He could claim he loved me, but I didn’t believe he would leave the city where Fu Yan was for me.

My brother-in-law likes to listen to fast-paced music, so I was in a pretty happy mood on the way back. I felt I could finally get rid of Pei Hao and start a new life.

[1st Floor] Hua Xi. Drama €€: However, Pei Hao didn’t let you go -_-#

[2nd Floor] Xu Mi Xuan: Scumbag Pei at least tried to win Xiaoxi back. When I was cheated on, the other party didn’t even say sorry…

[3rd Floor] Selling Moe Is Bigger Than Sky つ: Person above you… you are even blinder than Xiaoxi…

[4th Floor] ●€€●: I really hate people who pester after breaking up…