Chapter 8 - 2#

At that time, there was no concept of homosexuality. Jin Yan only knew that some buddies would jerk each other off. He looked at Jiang Qin and felt greedy, so he half-coaxed and half-forced Jiang Qin to accompany him to “experience it.”

Jiang Qin in his teenage years always had a blind trust in him, so he nervously took off his clothes and let him touch him all over. As a result, Jin Yan was a fool and didn’t know how to be gentle. Halfway through, his fingernail scraped hard, hurting Jiang Qin so much that he almost passed out.

Jin Yan panicked and hugged him, kissing him repeatedly. It took a lot of effort to calm Jiang Qin down, and then he refused to do anything more.

Jin Yan had to rely on himself while hugging him, but found it wasn’t difficult at all—looking at Jiang Qin’s face, he came happily without doing much himself.

For this, Jiang Qin ignored him for two weeks and didn’t even let him copy his homework.

When Jiang Qin was in high school, his father’s professor friend in the United States decided to send his child to China for a trip and stayed at the Jiang family’s house for half a month.

The American teenager was two years older than Jiang Qin, a full 1.85 meters tall, played basketball well, had short golden hair, and had an earring in one ear. At that time, foreigners walking on the street were no longer surrounded and watched like rare animals, but in high school, that little American was still a rarity, causing a large number of students to stop and watch every day.

Yes, he went to pick up Jiang Qin from school every day, appearing at the school gate at a fixed time and place like a luminous body.

Jiang Qin was very annoyed because he walked with Jin Yan every day after school, and his parents strictly forbade him from associating with Jin Yan. The little American had sharp eyes, and he was afraid someone would snitch.

The little American didn’t feel annoying at all. He followed Jiang Qin every day with a smile, chatting with him about everything under the sun. Although he might not get a response in ten sentences, he still enjoyed it and never got bored.

Jin Yan was quite jealous about this. In his eyes, Sister Rong was his, and no one was allowed to even look at him—for this, he planned several terrorist actions, but each time the little American was alert and luckily escaped.

Fortunately, Jiang Qin didn’t pay much attention to the little American. As long as the three of them were there, he only talked to Jin Yan, acting as if “I can’t speak English at all.” Jin Yan was glad for a while that Jiang Qin’s English wasn’t as awesome as his other subjects, but soon he found out he was wrong.

It was the first day of their high school summer vacation. After the final exam, the whole class partied, and bold boys even got some beer to pour for each other. After it ended, Jiang Qin left first, and the little American followed him as usual. Jin Yan was originally going to play billiards, but suddenly had a brainwave and ran halfway to follow Sister Rong.

The result was that at the entrance of the alley, he saw the little American dragging Jiang Qin, saying something urgently. He strained his ears, but unfortunately couldn’t understand the American’s fast and urgent English. He could only see Jiang Qin expressionless, replying with one word after a long while: “no.”

American: “#$%^*&(^%##^…”

Jiang Qin: “no.”

American: “…”

Jiang Qin: “no.”

Jin Yan almost laughed out loud.

However, just at this moment, the American got anxious and made a move that almost made him jump out—he grabbed Jiang Qin’s hand and lowered his head to kiss his face!

Jin Yan’s mood at that moment was very complicated. His first feeling was: Damn, this little American is a pervert! Immediately followed by: Only I can kiss Jiang Qin, who the hell is he?!

He immediately picked up a brick and was about to jump out when he saw Jiang Qin push the American away, and without a word, kicked him in the chest, sending him flying two meters away on the spot!

“Get away from me you jerk!” Jiang Qin raged: “Leave me alone!”

Jin Yan: “…”

Later, friends in the entertainment circle suspected how a person like Jin Yan could give birth to a son who knew three languages at the age of fourteen. It simply didn’t conform to the principles of genetics. Jin Yan explained seriously: “You don’t understand, it’s the child’s mother’s genes that are awesome.”

After the little American ran back to his country in tears, Jin Yan finally began to face his feelings—he also wanted to kiss Jiang Qin, wanted to do more intimate and excessive things; he couldn’t allow other boys or girls to get close to Jiang Qin because this little boy who had been following him to catch birds and fish since he was seven or eight years old was his possession alone.

Jin Yan understood what homosexuality was without a teacher. Although he also liked the hot porn stars in porn movies, he yearned more for this brother who had a handle just like him from the bottom of his heart.

Jin Yan’s greatest luck lay in the fact that ninety-nine percent of such cases where one of the iron buddies of more than ten years suddenly turned gay would end in tragedy, either brothers turning against each other or becoming enemies; only he managed to trick Jiang Qin into bed with almost no setbacks.

Many years later, he asked complacently: “Hey Jiang Qin, actually you had a crush on me first back then, right? Did you also think I was handsome and dashing back then?”

“Yeah,” Jiang Qin said lightly: “Especially when you were wearing split-crotch pants and raiding bird nests.”

Jiang Qin always held a grudge about their failed first time.

That was during the winter vacation of the second year of high school when Jiang’s parents were on a business trip. Jiang Qin forced Jin Yan to come to his house to review his homework. Jin Yan was already the leader of the local hooligans at that time, with quite the style of a quasi-triad boss. Most of the business owners on the commercial street were afraid of him. However, with one order from Jiang Qin, Jin Yan had to bring his schoolbag to listen to the lecture even if he was reluctant in every way, not daring to be even five minutes late.

On New Year’s Eve, after finishing the winter vacation homework, Jiang Qin personally cooked two dishes and opened a bottle of red wine. The two ate facing each other under the sky full of fireworks. It was that day that Jin Yan drank too much, hugged Jiang Qin, and asked indistinctly: “Spend a lifetime with brother, okay?”

“You’re talking nonsense.”

“Not talking nonsense. If you’re willing, nod your head. If not, forget it.”

Jiang Qin was silent for a long time, then nodded.

Jin Yan only felt that fireworks were blooming all over the world, colorful and缤纷. In an instant, he even forgot his last name. His heart was filled with only one sentence: He agreed, he agreed.

He lowered his head and kissed Jiang Qin fiercely. His chaotic breathing was filled with urgency and roughness. His hands used extraordinary force, his muscles tensed to the point of trembling slightly. Jiang Qin wanted to pull out his wrist but almost had his finger bones broken by him. He opened his mouth to scold but had his tongue bitten.

That was their most flustered and wretched first time. Jin Yan had absolutely no practical experience, and Jiang Qin was almost completely in the dark. When entering, he almost fainted from the pain. After the pain subsided slightly, he immediately bit Jin Yan fiercely, almost biting off a piece of meat from Jin Yan’s shoulder.

That tooth mark remained for a long time and slowly faded after Jin Yan became an adult. However, he felt it wasn’t a loss at all. After all, it felt great at the time—originally, he thought that since Jiang Qin was a man after all, no matter how exciting this kind of thing was, it wouldn’t be as good as men and women being together in porn movies.

However, things were quite unexpected.

Jiang Qin had been pampered since childhood. His skin was unusually smooth and delicate, and a bit cool. Touching it felt like touching silk, which was quite comfortable. At the same time, although his figure was thin, he wasn’t bony like many adolescent boys, nor was he like Jin Yan whose muscles were all tight on his bones. His body looked quite well-proportioned and soft, with a balance of bone and flesh.

Jin Yan was very satisfied and excited, and kept messing around until midnight. He didn’t stop reluctantly until Jiang Qin cried until his voice was hoarse and his face was as white as paper. As a result, Jiang Qin had a high fever the next day, reaching thirty-nine degrees.

Afterwards, Jin Yan apologized carefully for a full half year and swore countless times before he finally got a second time with great difficulty.

In the third year of high school, Jiang Qin used this to threaten Jin Yan to study hard. Jin Yan was like all men who were afraid of their wives, only able to listen to the lecture dejectedly with his ears pricked up. The final review stage was simply a living hell. Jin Yan was forced to do problems until late at night every day. The business owners on the commercial street and the police uncles in the juvenile detention center were all deeply amazed.

Probably influenced by the power of Jiang Qin, the generation’s exam god, Jin Yan was only a dozen points away from the lowest university admission line in the college entrance examination. Logically speaking, he should have obediently packed up and gone to a technical school at this time, but suddenly, several brothers of the Jin family came forward to mediate and pay, allowing him to go to university.

It turned out that the bloody battle for succession in their family had finally come to an end. Those who should be in power were in power, those who should get rich got rich, and those who should lose their lives lost their lives. After the celebration meeting, the winners suddenly felt they had forgotten something. They slapped their heads and said: Oh damn! We still have a biological brother!

After all, Jin Yan was more than ten years younger than the average age of his brothers. First, he was an illegitimate son. Second, he had no maternal power and posed absolutely no threat to the winners. Moreover, he himself had quite a talent for the underworld. If they could cultivate feelings, he might be a help in the future.

Jiang Qin was admitted to a national key university at that time. For the first time since he was seven years old, he no longer hung out with Jin Yan all day. At first, he didn’t feel it, but when he was a sophomore, he suddenly found that Jin Yan seemed to have changed a bit.

He was no longer that impetuous, careless, and aggressive teenager, but a young, steady, and shrewd man. On the contrary, Jiang Qin, who had always assumed the role of supervision, correction, and guidance in their relationship, appeared a bit like a student in front of Jin Yan.

Jiang Qin didn’t know that Jin Yan had frantically absorbed energy from the underworld family in these two years and was growing almost every day as if being reborn. In places he couldn’t see, Jin Yan had actually become a person he had never seen and didn’t know at all.

Jin Yan knew it clearly in his heart but deliberately didn’t let Jiang Qin realize this.

Because he loved him—if he only liked Jiang Qin in his teenage years, now he was loving this person.

Actually, according to Jiang Qin’s temper, even if he found out that Jin Yan was walking on that path, he wouldn’t immediately feel any disgust towards him. Jiang Qin’s reaction was relatively slow. When something happened, he could often handle it perfectly, but the emotions triggered by that event would take a long time to cause him a long and lasting impact.

Jin Yan knew this well, but he couldn’t risk Jiang Qin turning his face and leaving on the spot.

On the matter of Jiang Qin, he couldn’t take any risks.

So whenever Jiang Qin came to see him during the holidays, he acted very normal: chatting with classmates, watching ball games, going out for drinks, and taking Jiang Qin to play games together. It must be said that this disguise was successful to the extreme. Although Jiang Qin intuitively had doubts, he still blindly and without objection chose to believe him.

At most, he just felt that third-rate schools were a mixed bag and Jin Yan might have been influenced a bit, but it was a good thing that he became steady because of it, and he was much relieved.

This stupid trust, which was completely inconsistent with Jiang Qin’s IQ, lasted for many years. Even when their affair broke out and Jiang’s parents saw at a glance that the man their son loved was actually very dangerous and tried to break them up by any means, Jiang Qin didn’t feel that Jin Yan was any different from before.

It took him many years to discover that the man for whom he ran away from home and ruined his future was actually not the one he thought he was long ago.

And the teenager who was pressed by him to do homework and watched fireworks on the balcony on New Year’s Eve had left him forever in the long river of time, leaving only in the distant and long memories of his teenage years.